Oh yah! I was called up for interview by exxon mobile. My first interview after i graduated from my course. Hahaa! The interview is also one of the more tedious one which I had gone for because it consists of 3 rounds. The title which they’re employing is operation technician. Haa…dun even know what’s tat. Anyway, shall try my luck and see how bah. The first test is aptitude test and it’s on the coming monday. Wish me luck!

My whole legs been aching since last nite. Must be wondering why right..haha! Because, i skated a mileage of 10km yesterday!! It was the first time i covered sucha long distance. However, it took us quite some time to complete it. Now, i know where are the 2 ends of East Coat Park. I never knew it was soooooooooo BIG! And i really mean, BIG! Hahaha! If you don’t believe me, u can try travelling from one end to the other end. *grins*

Btw, i saw one very sweet incident on my way back. There was this young couple and the girl was sitting at the seat at the bus-stop. The guy was wiping her leg with a piece of tissue. I supposed her leg was dirty from walking the ‘pasar malam’ since the road was quite muddy after the rain. How sweet right? It just striked me this particular question. If time were to advance and both of them are married, will the guy still do the same thing to the girl? Will he still put down his pride and ego to clean the girl’s leg for her or will he just throw him a piece of tissue paper and ask her to clean it on her own? Haa…a penny for a thought! =)

Valentine is a day where most places will break the record of “most couple being seen” than any other days. Girlfriends will clutch to their boyfriends’ arms while holding a bouquet of flowers as they walk down the street of Orchard Road. Some bimbo gfs would take a quick glance of others and compare whose bouquet is bigger because bigger bouquet to them means:
Your Boyfriend Loves You More.

The one with bigger bouquet will win & she continues walking down the street with her head stuck up as high as a peacock, proudly showing off the dozens of going-to-wit-soon flowers.. the one loses will secretly ‘blame’ their boyfriends for not splurging enough money on them unlike others. (this scenario only applies to certain ppl…not u? okiee..maybe others.)

Tell me which is more romantic.
1) Receiving flowers & gifts during special occasions ONLY. He nv fail to show up with flowers but its only during ur birthday or vdae…very routine, every year would be the same.
or
2) Receiving flowers & gifts on any other days –> ‘normal days’, just wanna give u a surprise even if its just during an usual date.. he would love to see the surprise look on ur face and a smile which comes straight from the heart right after.

It’s wierd why guys don’t hef the habit of giving gifts or flower or any other days like their anniversaries or just any other normal dates. Moreover, flowers are cheaper and the gifts won’t be snatched out-of-stock on normal days compared to v’day. Afterall, it’s more romantic to give small surprises in between the 365 days rite? It’s like asking the guys the same question: would u prefer ur gf to kiss and hug u inbetween the 365 days or just be given damn lotsa kisses and hugs on v’day itself? Hmmm…get my point?

Does spending time with ur partner on this day and neglecting her for the rest of the 364 days shows that u love her more than anybody else in the world? To some guys, it might be an ‘annual task’ for him to donate a part of their yearly bonus in return for less quarrels and more love for the near future..sounds like a good investment to me, and maybe its just something which they must do for their partner or else end up being labelled as a bad boyfriend.

Recently someone told me he does not have any dates on Vday..even the ugliest and fattest friend of his gets a date and he felt like a loser! C’mon, dateless on Vday doesn’t mean you’re a loser or anything..To me, a loser is someone who cheats on other ppl’s feelings..someone who just want to be with ppl they dun love in exchange for luxuries. Well, we all know everyday is valentine’s day if u truly love a person =)

Is the so-called ‘honeymoon’ period over? Am I just thinking too much or because i’m made to feel this way? Either way, i have this feeling that we’ve drifted abit. Though we see each other almost everyday, it’s just isn’t the same as last time. Spiritually, are we still connected? Do you feel the way i feel? I hef so many questions in my mind..

We used to have long chats at nite. Nowadays, u’ll be the first to doze off. When you say you wanted to rest for awhile, it ended up to few hours of sleep. Have you spared a thought for me who’s waiting for u? You said you wouldn’t make me cry again, but why did my tears drop again? When i asked you if you wanted to go out, you said ‘no’…let’s stay at home and watch tv, you’ll meet me online. Now that i’m online, you told me you wanted to play billard. You said it would be a fast one with a couple of games. 2 hours after ur last sms at 12mn, you said you stayed on because you saw your friends. I’m not angry because you stayed. Have you thought about me who’s at home, waiting for u?

Have you started to take me for granted? Unknowingly, u’ve broken my heart. Because of you, i’ve gave up alot of things. Do you really think tat i’m always free every evening after your work? In fact, no…it’s because i arranged everything before evening so that i can meet you after work. All you know is that u hefta meet your brothers. However, at the same time, did u realise that i’ve neglected my friends? You know i’ve never said ‘no’ when u wanna meet your brothers. I’m not blaming u that i’ve neglected my friends. The point i wanna bring across to you is that, i’ve given up alot of things just for you and how much you meant to me. Do you know how sad i was when i’m typing this entry? You always say that you will sms me later. Now, let me tell you why i’ve always replied so fast. It’s because i’m waiting for your sms to come and i’m practically looking at my hp all the time. However, when you say u’ll sms me later, it’ll usually be in a couple of hours time. Did you know that the wait is torturing and long? It’s already 3.30am when i typed this blog but i still haven’t received ur sms. Should i wait or should i not? I’ve prepared something for you but seems like i can’t show it to you today..

His Diary

It’s new year eve. My brothers asked me out and since i’m free, i should go. It’s ok that u’re at home because you hef ur tv with u. Ohh…i miss my brothers. Happy new year!

Maybe i should just apply for NTU courses and see if i get in to any of them. Based on my 5 semester results, i may not even get a placing. Furthermore, this year is quite a tough yr to go into uni as it’s the year of rabbits and dragons. Arghh! Nevertheless, i still would not give up to go into uni in another 2 years or so. Currently, i may be helping justina with her tuition centre. If i earn money, what should i do with it? There’s so much temptations, so much things i wanna buy, so long since i last went on a holiday to some faraway countries other than our neighbouring countries. Everywhere in the world seemed to be chaotic and there doesn’t seem to be a correct time which i can travel too.

I wanna start on my baking for CNY goodies. However, i always feel quite lazy. I wonder how much hours of sleep i’ll need. Somehow, i’ll always get tired easily. Someone tell me why pls? Hahaha! Maybe i’ll bake some stuffs after exams…was thinking of baking CNY snacks like pineapple tarts or smth coz i loveeeee pineapple tarts. Hahaha!

Baby & I were thinking of travelling to Redang. Haa…i miss that place. The beautiful scenery, the slack life, the snorkelling…arghhh~ when’s the rain gonna stop and when are the johor flood gonna reside? I miss HK too…it’s sucha wonderful shopping paradise la! I’ll visit the disneyland when i get back to hk and i missed the dessert there! Yum yum…hahaha! I miss everything there! Afterall, it’s the place which baby asked for my hand. It seemed like a decade since i last went there but well, it’s just maybe 6 mths ago? Hahaha! I love travelling and taking lotsa pictures! =)

Currently, i’m still in holiday mood. Don’t have any motivation to start revision. I’m just that sort of person who always do last minute revision, like 1 day before exam? I always don’t see any motivation to study until the last day before exam. There’s just so much temptations around and my mind always seemed to drift away from my notes. So, even if i’m just infront of my notes, i’ll still take super long to finish reading 1 page. hahaha! Whatever it is, i still pray hard that i won’t do too badly for exams! Bless me! =)

The first thing which u must possess in order to be a charming man must be none other than courtesy. From very basic courtesy like greeting people to all the gentleman acts. Yes, being gentleman is also part of a charming man. In the sense that, most charming men are gentlemen! Hahaha! Small acts like obeying the ‘ladies first’ rule or pulling a chair for a lady are qualities that make up a gentleman. It may not take you alot of time and effort but it meant alot to a lady. Thus, ladies usually label such guy as a ‘charming guy’.

The next thing u gotta have is to be able to put yourself in other’s shoes. Be able to feel for another person and know the consequences of your acts and words. Most importantly, be responsible for all your words and actions. Think before you do or say anything so that it would not hurt another party especially a girl. I’m sure you’ve heard of all the stuffs that ‘girls are made of water’ and thus, they cry easily. How well-said. Never make a girl cry because of what you did or say.

Every girl is a little princess since they were born. A princess to all their parents and to people who dotes on them. Since then, they were showered with lotsa TLC. However, as they starts to grow up, they don’t receive love and care as often now. Maybe that’s one of the reason why every girl yearns to be a princess. So much so that they may list their future occupation to be a princess. It may sound ridiculous and unrealistic to some people. True, in this realistic world, there can never be such thing as being a princess. However, some girls may wish to attain it spiritually. In short, receive the TLC they used to receive when they were young and not exactly do nothing like a princess. Who says that princess always do nothing but to enjoy life? You just don’t know princess well enough… =P

Oh yah, back to our main topic. The last point is to shower your loved one with lotsa TLC. Because the girls yearn for attention, care and love! Hence, it will make you look a more charming man if you can provide them with that. Sounds simple huh…but it’s not easy to do so. Practising all the above as often as you remember, sooner or later, it will become part of you and you will realise it is not that tough afterall.

Talking so much on how to be a charming guy. I’ll now touch on how to make you look sissy. Other than behaving ‘girly’, you’ll just hefta do the vice versa on the above points. When a girl says u’re sissy, it may mean that you’re un-charmed. Well, girls tend to use simplified words which is not exactly what they meant. For example, when they say a guy is cute, it doesn’t mean he is as cute as a baby. Rather, he is handsome or good-looking. It’s just that cute tends to be easier to say and it comes out of the mouth easily. The bottom line is, you decide whether you want to be a charming or sissy guy!

[[The presence of charming guys made the petty guys look sissy]]

7 Jan 07, we went for our first skating lesson! To be exact, it’s inline-skating. We paid for our fees and went to wait for the lesson to start. As time passes, more and more kids started gearing up and skating in our area. “Wah liao…they so pro already, still come for wat…”, i silently thought to myself. Looks like we’re the oldest pair among all these little kids.

However, things wasn’t tat bad when the instructor arrived. We realised that we’re not the oldest pair…*phew* Hahaa! Lesson was quite fun and the basic falling static drill was quite funny. For a moment, i thought we look like lil’ kids playing around in the nursery. Baby look so cute loh…he rolled like all of us did and he was perspiring so much to the extent that he looked as if he just completed some 2.4km run. The instructor was a friendly man, kidda patient as he taught us the very very basic steps. I was glad tat we started skating at our very first lesson. Baby wasn’t doing very badly as well…now, he could skate too! Hahahaha! At first, we were quite worried if we would fail our evaluation at the end of the 4 lessons but after our first lesson, i tink the chance is pretty low. Maybe because we had a instructor who can teach well…he really teaches step by step and make sure u’re doing it correctly.

At the end of our lesson, we went to look at the skates. k2 skates selling at $190. Must be one of the cheapest i’ve seen around bah. Those sportslink and royal sporting house only sell those inline skates with plastic frames and it don’t look as good. The inline skates which the instructors are selling look solid. Now, we’re wondering whether to buy it anot because buying it means we can practise on our own. *tempted to buy* But, so is baby. Hahahha!

Oh yah…i haven’t told my parents that i went to learn inline skate yet. Haa…not tat i don’t wanna tell them but i guess they don’t like the idea of me doing dangerous stuffs like this. They always think that skating is as unsafe as riding a bike because u tend to fly easily during accident. In their eyes, i’ll always be the little child. So, no matter how old i gets, they still forbide me doing their so-called ‘dangerous things’. Well, i paid for the lessons myself and i don’t know how to go about getting the skates also leh…usually, i can tell them the reason i need the money and they’ll give it to me. But i doubt they’ll give me money to buy skates. arrghhh…so irritating…dunno wanna take out my savings anot also. Take out le den i don’t have much reserves since i’ve always been living off my parents. Nvm la, take step 1 at a time..hahaha!

Shall play loco roco le…till i blog again, take care. Oh yah, i’ve got lessons tml…1 hr lecture….*sigh* waste my time to go sch coz my travelling time to and fro takes me roughly 2 hrs.

For those who don’t know what is Zorbing, this is the website: http://www.zorb.com/main.html. In short, you’ll be rolled down a slope inside a giant ball filled with air. If you’re more game, you could try adding water inside the giant ball. The air cushion is about 2 feet and it keeps u safe within the ball which is travelling up to 50km/h. Woahhh!! I can’t wait to try it…if i have the chance, i’ll definately give it a go! Btw, this game can be played by 2 person as well…meaning, 2 people can be inside this giant ball! Sounds cool right…

I shall mark new zealand as 1 of the country i wanna go. Other than zorbing, i wanna try flying on a hot-air balloon too! Imagine u’ll be looking at the city from the bird eye’s view and not forgetting, the beautiful sunrise in new zealand! AwwWww…bring me there someday!! Hahahaha! *wink wink*

I’m so glad tat my poly life is going to end REAL SOON! Yes, 6 Feb 06. I hope it comes soon…another 1 month or so! Hahaha! Finally, it’s here man. Another thing i’m glad about it is that school ended before valentine’s day and lunar new year. This is the first time ever i don’t hefta touch any books or notes for CNY ever since i started studying. BIG Hooray to me! Hahahaha!

Oh yah…baby and i haven’t plan anything for valentine’s day yet! Baby, gotta start getting it done since it’s a super popular day and practically, u can’t really do any last minute reservation. Now, the big question is, where are we going? Hahahaha! Haven’t really decide on it yet…arrghhh~~money, money, i need money! XD 

The next question is, how did you spend the last day of 2006? For me, it’s just plainly sticking my eyes infront of the black google box. On happy occasions like this, it’s best not to hit town and any other organised parties. I mean, the crowd’s crazy and what’s the big deal about counting down to the first day of a new year? Even when i’m at home, the clock still ticks. I hate crowds, BIG crowds. Fish those people who says the more the merrier, it’s only true to a certain extent. Do you really enjoy sweaty people squeezing their way past you or do u enjoy competiting for fresh air? Moreover, your poor little feets are going to suffer due to excessive stamping of shufflings feet. Arghhh! The thought of it just put me off. Thus, organised parties are always a NO-NO for me. Unless you can find me a nice place where i can sit down and i noe i won’t hefta be squeezed like a can of sardines. I prefer celebrating the festive season with people i love, including friends who appreciate and loves me rather than “hi-bye” friends. Maybe i’ve got too much friends but i always think it’s a waste of time and effort to be with people you don’t really like. What’s the point of like saying ‘HI’ to someone and u end up just sitting there and eating for the rest of the day. I think, it’s a waste of everyone’s time and effort. I might as well be someone sleeping and dreaming of something nice! Hahahaha! Nevertheless, i did spend my last day of 2006 very worthwhile. What more can i ask for when baby is just beside me? No crowds, no sprays, no stale air and stuffs! I love it to bits!! =)

Oh yah! Baby and i had now started playing this very addictive game – puzzle fighter. I know it’s not some new game but hey! who says old games can’t be fun and addictive?!!! Hahaha! I enjoy playing with baby and i think he’s getting better. However, i’m still the best la hur! HAhaha! This game is not just a test of your luck, but your skill as well. It’s challenging and u need to like plan ahead and stuffs. The characters look cute as well! And yah…baby still owes me 1 punishment. He had to take off his shorts and run around the living room coz he lost to me!! Baby, i still remember hor!! =P

Finally, i’ve decided on the new skill which i’m going to pick up! Now’s the time to pick up because since young, i’ve always think it’s very nice and fun. However, my parents oppose me of learning it since it’s very dangerous (according to them). Now that i can better take care of myself, i think it’s time to learn it. This new skill which i’m picking up is….*drum rolls* INLINE SKATING!!! I’m going for lessons and learn the correct way of skating. I know how some people skate in ECP in a super ugly manner. Though they’re able to move but it looks very tiring and ugly. To me, all the skills could be picked up OTOT. However, you will only be able to excel under proper guidance. If you learn it on your own, you might be ending up doing it the wrong way and when someone teaches you the correct way, it’s difficult for you to learn it as u tend to go back to your usual way subconsciously. This theory applies to all the skills in life be it swimming, driving, sea sports, etc. Everyone knows how tough it is to kick off habits right…so i’m stepping out on the first step by doing it under proper guidance. This way, i wouldn’t be wasting my time and i hope to do it correctly.

It feels so good to be able to pick up a new skill which i’ve always liked since young. It’s not just a leisure thing but it can be an exercise too. You’ll understand why it’s a form of exercise after picking it up. And the bset part is, baby’s going to learn it with me!! Hahahaha! So excited la…maybe one day, we can really skate like the pros in ECP! =)

Baby had to work and we met up for dinner later in the evening. The dinner was prepared by his poly mates and i must say, i’m quite surprised! By the time we reached there, most of the food had been placed nicely on the table already. The food not only looks nice but taste nice too! The amount of efforts put in is ‘no-amount-of-words-can-describe-it’. Nevertheless, i had a super full dinner coz it was 12 course. Hahaha!

After tat, we headed back to baby’s place. Upon reaching his room, he pointed to the brown ikea box on his table and he said it was for me. The first thing that came into my mind was tat – it must be some survival kit or something. Ah-ha! I was right, it contained mostly food and this very lovely card which he wrote something on. The items were simple yet meaningful. These are some of the things he included:

1. Heaven & Earth Green Tea
2. Ice Moutain Water
3. Grape Fruitips
4. Chocolate Pocky
5. X’mas card

Not sure if i’ve missed out anything coz the stuffs are still in his place. But more or less, this is it. The meaning to all these items; only we know! Hahaha!

26 Dec 06

As the clock almost strike 12, baby came in with a lit birthday cake from Bakerzin!! Wahhh!! So excited la!! I haven’t really taste a Bakerzin cake yet! He sang me a fast ‘happy birthday’ song and i did the usual things like making a wish, blowing the candle and cutting the cake. Haa! I guess the theme of my birthday is ‘chocolatey birthday’. My cake consist of white and dark chocolates with lotsa chocolate roses and my birthday gift is a box of chocolate from Godiva! The chocolate is of 50% cocoa. Smart baby coz it’s neither too sweet nor bitter and thus, he could eat it as well. The chocolate is heavenly…thick and cocoa-ed.

Instead of going out in the afternoon, baby and me did some vigorous exercise and yeah, it was good… hahaha! Later in the night, we went to Suntec for dinner. We settled on Kenny Rogers in the end and we shared a chicken and ribs combo! Kenny Rogers is always so nice…as usual, i ordered mac and cheese and mashed potato- my favourite side dishes over there. Hahaa! Baby was so impressed with it that we agreed on visiting it again next time! Hahaha! There’s so many ‘first’ on my birthday. From the first bakerzin cake to godiva chocolate and lastly, to baby’s first visit to kenny rogers.

Though it was a simple birthday but he had made me soooo happy. Sometimes, i realised that being away from the crowd once-in-a-while can be a peaceful thing too. Many people forms a party and on the other hand, two people is enough for a sweet evening. I love you baby! And people, i’m officially 19!! Hahaha! =)