Xiaoxue\’s Bloggie

the itch is killing me.. August 22, 2006

I hate love myself. However, i’ve never felt so bad about myself until today. My skin is turning from bad to worst and i’ve gotta sucha strong urge to hide at home. I feel so lousy about myself…dun wanna let anyone see me in sucha state. If not for exams, i wouldn’t hef gone out with sucha big wound on my leg and not forgetting those little bumps on my skin. Not really bumps, it’s those small lil bites which i don’t know where i got it from. Curse those lil’ flies which got me into all these!! ArGhhh!

My self-esteem has dipped to its lowest now. Please hide me somewhere away from the crowd. I don’t wanna face anyone in this stoopid state! I think i look like a monster…*sigh* I told you i’m feeling lousy, real lousy. So fed up with myself…please heal me as soon as possible…i wanna enjoy my holidays. Why is my skin so sensitive? Why are my eyes so sensitive as well? Anything which can make them less sensitive?

Goshhh…i don’t wanna look like some monster which seems to hef contracted some wierd disease!! (Pleaseee, i’m not infected with any wierd disease though!) I hope it gets better, if not, everyone’s gonna stay away from me… =(

Seeing it through your clothes. (nth dirty though!) August 19, 2006

Another interesting quiz analysis based on the clothes you wear. In case u’re interested, it’s from the same webby as the previous personality test. Have fun!! =)

What others see from your style

Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are a sensuous person who can also get bored easily. You’re probably a little lazy and like to have your own way.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

You are a kind of person who likes to hide your feelings. You may have a hot temper but tend to cover it with an outwardly calm and gentle demeanor. You are sensitive when it comes to love.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else’s control. You don’t care much about how you look, and know that it’s what’s inside someone’s heart that’s important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts

Personality Quiz August 19, 2006

Ha…i stumbled upon this personality quiz webby while waiting for my hair to dry after shower. After reading this analysis, i touched my heart and think it’s true to a certain extent. Hahaha! In case u’re interested in the webby, this is it! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx (Don’t say i never share hor! Hahaha! XD)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

DVDs Spree! August 18, 2006

HooRayyy!! I’ve just bought 4 DVDs series off a spree! 3 taiwan series and 1 korean series. I wonder when they will arrive, hopefully during my holidays or smth liddat so that baby and i can chill together watching some DVDs. It’s been sucha long time since i last watched those drama serials coz i didn’t really hef the time to do so. Well, now tat baby agrees to watch with me, it’s going to be so enjoyable coz i need not watch it alone! I hate exams, i hope it get over soon. It’s so not nice having to mug over exams and staying up late and things liddat…it’ll only get me more lethargic…i hope it doesn’t affect my mood and affect the people around me. Nevertheless, exams will be over soon! 2 more to go!

Wednesday, 10pm, Chn 5: The best of incredible tales; for those who yearn for a good scare..

New generation mummies June 30, 2006

There’s this chinese documentary on chn u, every thurs at 1130pm about the new generation mothers. If you know me well enough, u’ll know that my tv is practically on when i’m at home, except when i’m sleeping. That’s how i got to know this particular show. Actually, the title itself didn’t attract me because i’m more interested in kids than mothers. However, i changed my view after watching this show.

The new generation mummies are really great! Some series were showing how these mothers actually juggle their time between work and family. Moreover, their children are only 1-7 yrs old; the stage which they’ll ask lotsa questions and require lotsa attention. However, they did it damn well and i’m like so envious. Hahaha! They’re really superwoman, i’m sure their husband’s gonna agree with me.

For this series, it’s abt how the mothers bring their kids out to learn. They brought their kids kayaking, cycling, trekking and there’s this mum who brought her son to the zoo every week. Woah…amazing isn’t it? I wonder where they get their energy from. But it kidda motivate me to be a new generation mother as well. Perhaps, i’ll bring my kids to experience outdoor activities weekly. I’ll introduce soccer to my son and let him wear the cute lil’ jersey. Man u jersey will be a plus. Hahahaha! For my daughter, i’ll introduce her to dances because personally, i enjoy it. Moreover, dancing is my forte and we can do it together!! Hahaha! I’ll let her hef long hair and make her look like a lil’ princess everyday…how wonderful…

Geez…am i thinking abit far? It’s just some moving thoughts. Anyway, i intend to hef kids so gotta plan ahead….it’s never too early to plan ya noe?!! Hahaha! CheersS!

Shopping spree, not exactly. June 29, 2006

I finally felt ABIT more relieved compared to monday. At least for this week, i dun hefta mug and burn midnight oil. Burning midnight oil = less sleep = more tired = less efficient. In short, my brain works very slow and i’ll be very stoning. I miss my long hrs of sleep though. Hahaha!

Went shopping with gen today after my GEMS presentation. Overall, i think i did well. Once again, the lecturer praised me for my presentation again and straight after presentation, we could leave!! That’s the most happy part. Btw, did i mention that my GEMS lecturer looks like anna from ‘The incredibles’? She has the exact hairstyle and is equally petite as well. That’s beside the point anyway. I left school with gen as early as 2pm and we went shopping at bugis. It’s been sucha long time since i last shopped in sg. Ever since the start of GSS, i haven’t shop at sg yet. So, it was pretty good to be shopping at bugis again and i thought, sg is a pretty nice place to shop also only if they didn’t hef so much replicates at different shops. Anyway, i visited the national library today to deposit our bags in the lockers. *shhhh* This is called ‘making full use of the library facilities”. Hahahaha! I tell you, the library is damn nice and it’s 13 storeys high. Didn’t know that our book collection can like fill up 13 stories…amazing…hahaha! They hef this rare collection section which is only for authorised personnels…i wonder wat are the rare books…hahaa!

My shopping trip today was fantastic! I bought quite a number of earrings and this pair of lacey wedge shoes. Anyway, i’ve gotta fetish for laces and ‘blings blings’. I didn’t quite like wedges because i thought it looks pretty bulky on me but strange enough, this pair of shoes i got was wedges and i bought it without second thoughts. Baby didn’t think it was nice but er-herm….i still think it’s nice! Hahaha! Wait till i find something nice to go with the shoes, he’ll be surprised with the beauty of this pair of wedges i bought!

Not forgetting my darling and baby during my shopping spree. I bought a pair of earrings for darling and i think she’ll like it. Can’t wait to give it to her tomolo when i see her in school!! For baby, i bought him strawberries strudel like wat i’ve promised him. Well, promises ain’t to be broken and thus, i kept my promise and bought him the strudel. I hope he likes it since it’s the first time he’s eating strawberries strudel. Baby says we’ll hef strudels together at Ritz Apple soon since it’s nicer to share things together. Somehow, it’ll taste nicer! Hahaha!

Soooo looking forward to this coming saturday!! It’s baby’s 13th day, meaning that the saturday on every fortnight is his off day!! Hooray! It’s good news since we can hang out late on fri night and we’re still free on saturday! It’s the saturday i always look forward to… =X I supposed baby love this saturday as well because we’ll always plan the programme of fri nite and sat before it even comes. This goes to show how much we cherish this off day. For this coming saturday, we’re going to sentosa for suntan!! Hooray!! I wanna be sun-kiss!

Handphone Shopping May 21, 2006

Thinking of changing my hp soon. It's not tat samsung is not good, just tat i'm kidda sianz of it. The design is nice but the functions…ya…hahaha! Since 3G's becoming one of the 'IN' thing nowadays, might consider changing to a 3G phone. Seriously, i don't know what i want in my hp. I don't really nid a music player since i've gotta ipod nano. I don't really nid a very zai camera since i've gotta 5MP digi cam. So, everything boils back to…what functions do i really need? Most importantly, i want a small and light hp with design which i'll like! XD

Hp which i'm considering upon:

• Sony Ericsson W850i (coming soon)
• Sony Ericsson W950i (coming soon)
• Sony Ericsson K700i (coming soon)
• Nokia N80
• O2 atom

For those hp on the list above, not sure when those sony ericsson's hp gonna come out. O2 atom might be the last in the list since i don't really nid a pda phone now, i only like the design. Which phone shall i get? Geez…so indecisive when it comes to shopping…hahaha! XD